Syikien's Journey

hello. where should i begin with?  how should i share with my feelings so far? and why am  i questioning my decision now? to sum it up, this is what i expected from the school life until the day i am qualified to be part of nursing family. i did not expect anything less neither it to be more. the only let down is my emotion of the people who be taking the course with me. why should it bother me that it seems the 'hijab' community staying a little distance from me? reminding myself that i am not here to gather another set of unworthy friends. i am here to work hard to be one of the best nurse that makes me proud of myself.  personal life? what personal life that i have now after a week of the course? i did make it to have like 15 minutes session of gym and that's it! i only started to continue to read my novel. and deciding that i could read in-between waiting for the lecture to open the classroom door. [no use of me to mingle around.] i am in no c