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Sleazy Saturday


hello.

my nose is still full of that slimy phlegm. Yuck!
my voice still sound different. but on positive note, less coughing now. Yay!

today, or should i said last night, i did not get a proper rest. thanx to my hero, mr. g!
keeping me awake every an hour or so. loosing my cool that i swat his hip. a zillions apologies mr. g!

and because of that, it somehow disrupted my so-call weekend plan.
the plan was to call for me to run at the nearby neighborhood park instead i accompanied my mother to nearby market - buying breakfast of Subway.
after breakfast, decided to take my pills and doze off.

it can be said i just woke up half an hour ago - did my reading and formatting some of writing material for the blog.
not really sure what's on my agenda later tonight.
maybe i want to add more of my literary work here in the blog before publishing it.

literary work.

i had finished up the page for my literary work - The Poems. i believe by now you can find it there with a link provided to where it will take to the page of my first work.

i don't particularly had a title for my work. if you can see from my little book where i had scribbled off my work, i just numbered it. but for the sake of publishing it here, i just randomly pick up a title for it.

i will upload more later tho.

and i also plan to use this platform to publish my story. new and old stories. but for starter it will be a new one. i just need to make certain amendment on the character names. this new story that i am working on had two working platform. i could write the story as a fan fiction of KPOP idols and also as an original work with original character.

but i guess i can work on this issue much later. no stress at all for me to write this story tho.

unnerving.

do you ever feel somewhat unnerving about the moment in your life?
because that's what i am feeling at this exact moment. questions flying in...whether i am at the right path in my journey.

am i happy
am i down
am i useless
where am i

maybe the reason that i might feels this way due to my recovering from a bad flu.
reason why i hate getting sick, even tho i know on positive note that, according to my religious, getting sick is a way for sin to be washed away from my soul. All praises only for Allah!

i should be bless for just that reason. but i am  bless and thankful.

i hope this bad feelings just go away and never come back.
i don't need this negativity in life after working so hard to wash it away through my current project 'Cleaning my acts'.

note to self.

be strong and remain a fighter.
take one day at a time as it is.
be ignorance to fake people and negative aura.
just focus on your ultimate goal!

end.

anyway please visit my two brand-new pages and stay updated for more yet to come!

  1. The Cleaning My Acts Project
  2. The Poems - i am.

Image credit: David Alvarez


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